Thanks babes.
I am really ok :) My mummy is on her road of recovery.
Everything is gonna be ok.
Well,at least things are going fine in my life.

To Ezanne: Haix. i dun have much to say but please sign in and blog. :D

To Sabrina : Yup.Thanks for concern. my mummy is well le. still abit pain but eyes not swollen anymore

To Sherlyn :I am not someone that u shld idolise.Haha. i have too much faults to be admired. =X

On Sat, went to my granny(maternal) hse at hougang. She treated us to dinner. Not really very nice food though.Haha. On the car to our eating place, i was in a daze. Somehow, i suddenly thought of my grandma(paternal) again. Before i knew it, tears welled up and threaten to blur my vision.Oh no! not again. i thought to myself. I tried to stop thinking and look into the dark sky but to no avail. Granny's face flashed across my mind again.Oh boy. i really miss her real bad.

I began to think if (fairy throws some magic dust) somehow and my grandma appeared before me. The first thing i will do is to hug her real real tight. Even if i noe the hallucination will soon come to an end. I have never hug my granny b4. Only when i was young,she hug me whenever i ran to her for shield as my mummy wanted to beat me. Haha. Those were the unforgetable times...

On sun, it marked the 49th day of my granny's death anniversary. All of us gathered to her hse and offered incense and paper money to her. Though i dun believe in all these rituals but if its true..i really hope that my granny is well in another world. I want her to enjoy life there. some faraway place that no worries will penetrate her mind, only joy will flow just like an everlasting spring. Heaven.

June holidays have came. How i wish i am still a student schooling and worrying abt grades. I miss sch life. The teachers,the canteen food, the favourite study spot and the all so familiar school uniform. But wads more impt is the company of friends i have. Though my social circle is pretty wide, i gotta admit real friends do not come so easy. I am happy that i have the chance to meet great ppl and have superb buddies and companions in ups and downs. :)

Hopefully i will be able to meet up with those i meet so badly very very soon!! Thats the only consolation that i can find in the solitude. Knowing that i have something to look forward to in my life.

***Karin***

to karin: u r such a sweet n admirable gal... congrats u pulled thru all the hard times... i m really glad for u for beng so independent =) my idol!
to sabrina: hhas i juz come to rmb i have lend u the ans soln to physics yet! oh no.. whne u wan it come n take k... my mum will pass to u =) tke cares while studying...
to ezanne: tt day called u to ask whether u wil;ling to tke up a temp job ma, but guess u r busy studying recently. dun neglect ur health wor =)

these days i was feeling so relieved as i realise tt i have kinda adapted into my current working environment. Its such a good news to me. I found out that all hte colleagues at P clinic are darn nice ppl wor... that day they brought me out to eat lunch at a nearby police station (dun b mistaken) cos the chinese uncle stall there was closing le. when we had almost finished eating, the funny uncle suddenly walk towards us and asked 'how do i find the hor fun' hahas... cos he knows its the first time i m here... besides i asked a stupd qn in front of him when i was q-ing up to buy food. i said ' the horfun here nice anot ah?' oppx... everyone scolded me jokingly... hahas i love my colleagues there =)

ytd my sister had set off for a study trip at nanjing! i m so so jeolous of her sia... i haven get to travel t other countries at my age n yet she is gngto naan jing w her frens n teachers!! hais... but i do encourage her to gotoo la, thou i feel green w envy =( cos she had gotten good results and she deserves it. only selected pupils are allowed to go for such trips. my parents were even more supportive of her gng lor... say wat a rare chance n subsidise... etc... 4 in love, lets 'li jia chu zou' n go to the nearest country tgt... genting... hahas

this morning karin's sis will b coming over to my ouse for tuition hahas... after the tuition i will b gng out to watch PIRATES! with my dear... i hope a great day lies ahead!

Labels: ==Sherlyn==

to sherlyn: certainly u can appeal successfully =) u deserved it! if really there's interview,mus be confident okay? give u ALL my support.
to ezanne:nice to have seen u at pre-uni seminar.haha keep complaining how bored it is. i totally agree man =D
to karin: its been hard on u..! but if u need a shoulder i'll still be there x) i will jiayou for a levels! u jia you also. help me ask ur mum how's she doing. will visit her sometime. =P

mm its holidays alr..
busy doing my holiday assignment
haha`
hope i can do it in time for 28th extra lessons.
nth much for my life.
oh on the 9th of june i will be attending my teachers' wedding.
my phy tutor and my ct's.
so nice on same day =D
i guess tt day will be nice ^^ plus our outing also =)
cheerios girls.


.sabrina.

Yesterday was a real hectic day for me.
Mummy had day operation.accompanied her to the hospital.
As it is gonna be a long one so mummy ask me to go shopping at orchard
My favourite cht-chat partner,bao called. =)
so happy to chat with him.
I really love to go australia to visit him but $$$
So edmond, pls strike lottery in australia so that u can sponsor an air ticket
Haha.

Went arnd shoping and got so guility
Spent a whopping $90 plus on clothes
All right, have to cut down on my expenses for ths mth
after that, took cab down to SGH to meet mummy

Mummy was still in a daze after the operation, sleeping sweetly
Sat beside her and ransacked my shopping bag happily
She woke up and complained of headache and pain
Applied medical oil for her and patted her lips with water
Mummy look so vulnerable
All along, mummy is a strong woman to me
Seeing her lying on the hospital bed, made my heart wrench

Went home shortly once she regain her strength to walk
Took cab home and went to get dinner for my family
Winnie tagged along, so cute of her to get the Macdonald's Shrek ears!
$2 only. somemore for charity.
So winnie happily stroll the mall with her cute Shrek ears =P

Reaching home since forever esp when one is tired
I had a shock of my life when i reach home
Mummy eyes were swollen and her nose was red.
Apparently she develop some allergic reaction after the operation.
Rushed her to the nearby clinic immediately
She could not use her nose to breathe due to the congestion of her nose
Had to ask her to use her mouth to catch a few whizz of air

Doctor did not dare to prescribe any medicine for her
Advised her to rush down to SGH again
He also says that if mumy got difficulty breathing later
Ought to stop at any nearby clinic
Yes, i was already fearful when i heard the doc's comment

Daddy rushed down to fetch us to SGH
Mind you, it was 10.30 pm when we got there
Accident and emergency
Freaking packed with many patients
Registered for mummy
Shortly, she was attended to.
Doc say he will give her relevant medicine again
Need to stay for another 3 hrs before mummy regain consciousness.
Which means 1am in the morning -_-

Daddy and i was hungry as we did not have our dinner
Combed the whole SGH to look for food
Only 7 eleven is still open
Got sandwiches. for the whole day, i survived on 2 sandwiches
We went back to wait at the ward.
Pretty scary when you see patients covered in blood as they were whisked in
Some had minor cuts here and there
Police escorting criminals for medical treatment too
An eye-opener for me - First time at A & E

Sleepy by the time it was near 12am
Mummy was then transfered from critical care to observation ward
Heaved a sign of relief upon seeing her sleeping soundly in the observation ward
I really cant imagine what will happen to me or my family
If anything happens to mummy

Daddy and I continued to stone while waiting
Took leave today to look after mummy
Daddy did not want to take leave as his workload was heavy
Hope daddy wont be tired today at work. >.<

Finally doctor checked mummy at 2.30am
Still had to queue for medicine and bills
Haix. Real sleepy by then.
Mummy was already better.
Eyes not as swollen and recover her strength to walk
After everything, reached home at 3am
Took a shower and on looking at the mess in the hse
I did house chores till 3.30am
Did not want mummy or daddy to tire themselves with the chores
So i did the chores wilingly
Really tired and stressed
Over work, family and ...
Haix. dun wan tok abt it.
I think i am gonna faint pretty soon

Morning, a stupid client who i am avoiding called
There goes my mood.
Tmr will have to catch up with work
Looking pretty forward until the call came
Totally made me more vexed
My head feels so heavy now.

Mummy better now
Eyes are recovering and able to take solid food
At least something worth happy abt.
Mummy and Daddy, i love you.
Please dun let anything happen to u guys
I doubt i can handle it
Please be all right
At least pull tru till i am able to do my duities as a daughter
This incident taught me that life is real fragile
No one will noe what wil happen the very next second
I learnt to treasure and be contented with what i have presently.

Yup, i got SMU's economics too.
Hopefully NTU will revert soon so that i can make a decision soon

I realise that i am not as strong as i think i am
I cant really dealt with heavy blows in my life
I feel wounded and drained after every unpleasant things that happen to me

Sherlyn : Thanks for concern. My mummy is fine now. Miss you 3 real a lot.
Ezanne : Welcome back to Singapore! Thanks for the honey :)
Sabrina : Jia you!! Perserve till the A levels!! You can do it.

Only when i am with my 3 darlings that i can relieve my pent up feelings.

***Karin***

Hi gals...
recently i m back in KKH working again, so i doubt u will get to see my entries too often... hahas try my best
Btw, i m now working at clinic P feel free to come down n look for me lolx (touch wood)
ying, congrats to u got into your econs le... so good n me... still wandering ard like a lost soul... dun even noe whether my sppeal will be successful anot lor =( bless me!
This friday henry will b booking out, seems like a decade has passed haha... cos recently, i was jobless, so slacked at home n time really passed very very slowly. N tis not the life i m looking for... haha mayb i m a workaholic? i dunno...
Oh ya ying told me a good news! we can go happy happy on one of the daays during june hols! Cheers! i m thinking we go sentosa?? hahas... or k-bx again? hmmx u guys can decide. anyway a plain outing will turn into a wonderful one w 4inlurve ard hees =) BUT, i hope u all dun make it a half day one ok?? cos i realise recently alot of our outings end before evening time whic is quite sad la... dun bear to part with u guys sia >_< Also, it will b a 'pure' 4INLURVE outing =)
shall keep in contact

Labels: ==Sherlyn==

oh yea.feel free to call me out for k box this holiday
i WILL DEFINITELY schedule a day out for u =)
thx for the bday celebration.
i tasted the sweetest blueberry cheesecake..
along with my sweetest girl friends =D

.sabrina.min.

hey everyone!
im sorry i've had so much going on..
if i've made u upset without blogging =(
sherlyn.i'll definitely go uni and 'analyse' the guys u chop-ed for me.LOL
im now limited to friendster.
bad excuse,but no need to type so much..
i guess till now i'll be here moaning.=P
SORRY GIRLS.BEAR WITH ME.
haha
as u all know for two whole months i've been juggling
work and choir.
choir is literally everyday..
even the weekends.
have to even push back my work.
after tt whole ordeal [phew]
i realised i left 2 weeks till the term ends.OMG
it ends at may 18th.really early,
cos of pre-uni seminar..pjc is the host this yr.
the college is really involved.
and im involved too.packed with dry-runs..
chem spa and tests and of cos work all cramming.
straight after june..is MID-YEARS!
den full gear alr.i wonder if i can do it.
after listening to assembly talks on a levels,
i feel im not ready AT ALL.
gosh.
haha..
love-wise, no time to think abt tt.
jus casual flirting with a few.hehe
to enhance abit of eng,im reading time mag and novels.
holiday hw each subject at least 5.
im so dead. lol!!!!!
finally i finished complaining.
hahahaha
love u all the same =D

.sabrina.min.

Lolx... karin sounded so excited to see me blogging... m i a star or?? oppx. Frankly speaking, i m rather sad to see the blog being filled up by just the 2 of us. Y? cos that wasn't our aim of setting up a blog i m sure. It was mainly to let each n veryone of us to put a litle teeny weeny bit of affort to post so that we can understand each other's life better even without contact hor... hahas nonetheless, thanks karin for keeping this blog alive. without your entries, i guess i might not even bother to look at the blog anymore. :p As for Ezanne n Sabrina... hahas make sure u post after ur busy year wor =)

Ytd, i went to syllvia's house to ton after singing k-box.. hmm i shld say it was the first time i m staying out at a fren's house alone. but there's nth much too, cos when we reach her house it was already 1am in the morning so after all the hustle n bustle (washing ups, packing, etc) we were alresdy drained out to do other things. So the only thing in our mind was to sleep lo. tot we'l b able to chat for awhile but no, considering the silence, our voice would definitely wake her family up. The k session was fun w xiaoyi n sylvia ard lol... we really took quite alot of crazy photos sia, my goodness... come to think of it, if the photos go out, our reputation would surely b spoiled... hahas. After the k, we had supper @ newton circus... thanks to sylvia's bf's fren, cos they went to fetch us from cine to there... actually, wat we all wanted was just a free ride home, but there's no free lunch in the world, the condition was to acc them to eat supper. Even thou i din eat much, but its great to hang out w frens, so i m satisfied =)

Now, back to my dearest 4inlurve.. Hello! r u all there?? is my blog gng out to Ezzanne n Sabrina's ears?? (not used to typing their christian name sia, i'll try my best lolx). As i was reading karin's blog, sweet memories did flow back to my heart n mind. How i wish we can go back to secondary school n get tgt again!! (hmmx i guess better not, i dun wanna suffer from 'A' levels again... NO!!!) carrrying out backpacks walking out from the school gate.

during then, our dearest Sabrina had a suitor waiting fir her but she din really treasure it, so ya... anyway, afterall we did realise tt he was an a**h***, so lucky for u sabrina >_< dun worry thou, there r lotsa nice guys lying ard for us to pick... hmm after i enter u, i will definitely look out for u =P haha

As for Ezzane, she was the class monitress of my class, super duper well-liked by numerous teachers for her sense of responsibility n seriousness... As for me, i've always treated her like a buddy who walked back n fro from the school gate to the busstop endlessly (reason because i left impt things in school) due to my STM, short form for Short Term Memory... lolx

Now for karin, hmm she has alot of suitors during secondary school period, but i can say she din really took all of them seriously, cos she is just THAT KINDA girl. hahas the cutest n prettiest one among us. So no worries hor. Even after she graduated, her suitors r still q-ing from jurong to east coast... Hais, sometimes when we go out tgt, i really hafta worry for u, ganna stolen by guys i oso dunno sia. lol... now u noe y i m protective of u ah lolx (jj)

kkx that's all.. Have a good day =) Enjoy my post

Labels: ==Sherlyn==

Yay. finally Sherlyn is blogging!!

I am also wondering when will be our next outing. =( Gotta wait for at least 2 weeks before we can really meet her up, cos she is now in Australia(so good!! I olso wan to travel!!) and after that she will be busy with Pre-University Seminar.

I miss my 3 darlings. Ezanne, sherlyn and Sabrina!!! I really cant wait to go k box with my 3 darlings. I enjoy all our outings together everytime, no matter how long or how short the meeting is. It had been so long since we last met up!! WHY???!! I really miss them badly. Talking to them on the phone is nice but meeting them is different.. Let me recall the last K box session we had..it was so so long ago.. They are my buddies whom i can just go and ransack any of their wardrobe to borrow a nice top. haha.

I am real happy that God allowed them to come into my life and allow us to be bonded. Indeed,fate is one thing, to mantain a friendship really needs the parties to work hard at it. We 4 little souls had been through ups and downs in secondary school. Previously, they were arugments between some of us but somehow friendship soon sank in and we gel so close together! Its magical how friendship develops. especially when it develops unknowingly and caught us offguard. All 3 of them matter a lot to me. They are the first 3 friends that i actually have. Close ones.

I still remember our favourite songs that we hummed on our way home from Swiss and so much more... As i typed all these,my heart really swell with sweetness. They did so much for me. Being there for me when i had relationship problems, family woes, school stress, betrayal of friends now and then..All these while, each and every of them 3 touched me in different aspect of life.

Just being there listening to my laments, or offering advice for me, sitting there to cry with me.. it really warmed my heart. They are angels in wings to me. When i was down in the dumps and hurt real bad, they were there. When i was happy, they were the first fews that i cant wait to share the good news with. They are my family. 3 angels that i trust with my life.

They mean a lot to me. All the good points and bad points of theirs appear miniature to me as years go by. I seen the beautiful and the ugly side of them. So have they seen mine. Yet, we forgive and forget. i really feel that the best thing on earth that have ever happened to me so far is these 3 little darlings coming into my life.

I miss them badly and want the best of everything for each of them. Ezanne, sherlyn and sabrina, this post is specially dedicated for the 3 of you to let u 3 know that i treasure each of u and thanks so much for the nitty gritty sweet and bitter memories you guys gave me.

Sheryln : Thanks for putting up with my nonsense and being a super "jian yi qi" de frien! You are a super gorgeous babe who is outgoing and fun to fool arnd with. Any moment with you is never a dull moment. You always ensure that i am not being bullied and stood up for me for any injustice. Never selfish and always willing to share however little u have with me.

Ezanne : Thanks for being my lovely daughter who always show concern for me and i enjoy sharing every bit of my ups and downs with you. You are someone i really enjoy talking to and relying on cos you always give me a sense of peace. Sweet and brainy girl. Always thoughtful and sensitive.

Sabrina : Thanks for the spontaneous jogging session i have with you and the heart-to-heart talk we shared. When i was down and crying, you cried with me. U are the first person whom actually shares my tears. Joy and tears we shared will always remain etched in my heart. You are a strong girl (though ur exterior appearance dun appear so) that always stood by my side and offering me with a shoulder that i can cry on.

I cherish you three and love you guys so much. thanks for allowing me to be touched by angels in wings. (:

***Karin***

today is my slacking day i uess... i have nth to do at home for the whole afternoon... haax. except a tuition at night... hais.. Anyway, next week onwards i wun get the chance to rest like this anymore... cos i will b gng back to work at KKH once again... wondering if i shld b happy or sad??
i have received letter from ntu few weeks ago, n it shows that i have gottten into mechanical engineering... wat a disapointment =( nevertheless, i m more keen in receiving letter from nus which i hae not so far.. hais.. y m i born in the year of dragon?!?
Cheers... tml i will b gng k box with my 2 girlfrens... 4inlurve... when will b our next outing leh? is it 1st october... lolx but i guess min wun b able to celebrate the late b'dae w us hor. cos she has more important things to do. nvm... we can still afford to do it after december =) celebrate belated at most, as long as min dun get disturbed...

==Sherlyn===

Your Birthdate: October 1

You don't just believe in love at first site - you've experienced it. You develop crushes pretty easily, but keeping your interest is another matter! You are very prone to love - hate relationships. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4 You are most compatible with people born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, and 28th of the month.

Taken from edmond (Bao)'s blog. Wonder how true is it. Haha.

Once again, bored in workplace.

All right, i admit Belle must be laughing now. Its true that i do fall in love pretty easy but real hard to convince me to get into one relationship though..

No of times i really experiened love..hmm.. thats not convincing..so far, i'm not sure if i did really fall in love before. probably once so far i guess..so does that means i have 1 more?? Yay. cant wait for love to sweep me off my feet. haha.

Heartbroken? Well..yup. i experienced it once. It was a guy that i actually love a lot and end up... haix.Nvm. I am still waiting for my next love. Haha. Cant wait to see him in personal real soon. =P sounds so girly ah? *hilarious laugh

***Karin***

Boredom.

Dunno wad to blog abt. After looking our dear Edmond's blog (See, i got mention ur name), i am utterly impressed. His is so cute! Kawaii!!! XD Though i cant really believe that he being so manly (he claimed) to have such a cute blogskin. Maybe the education system in Melbourne got him bonkers. Interested ppl, pls do visit his blog :http://www.mylifeataustralia.blogspot.com/ Maybe i shld collect some fees from him for promoting his blog. BUT after knowing him for more than 4 years, ladies, he is a stingy person. of course, not as bad as my MIA daddy.


Got acceptance letter from NUS. =( SIANIFIED. i dun wan Faculty of Arts and Social Science!! NO!! I cant imagine myself studying pyschology and end up talking to pyscho killers. Neither am i gonna study other languages and being a native speaker. No way can i visualise myself going tru the drudgery of more maths in Economics.No!! All these seem like nightmare (imagine those that you have to keep climbing stairs and forever not reaching the top )Grasp. *Snap. all right.back to reality.


Qi is also -_-" i guess when she got NTU letter for a choice that she put as 4th choice. WHY??? Why are all the brainy kids choosing biz and acctancy?? Shouldnt they go Law or Medicine? Haix. Life is just unfair. The guys in our batch get to appeal for 2 years (am i right?) but we ladies cant. Come to think abt it, i wont wan to suffer in army for two years. So it's a fair deal afterall. I cant rebute the system and i dun like it. Boiling mad.So helpless and hopeless.


Recently very into manga. Especailly Love monster. The guy is so handsome in the manga.Haha. If only can find such sweet and caring guy in real life. weep.Yes Ladies, i can hear all the sighs... Nothing is perfect in real life. Certainly only exists in fairy tales. Strangely, though as much as we love fairy tales,we also hate it when it is too perfect that it cant happen in real life.


Still waiting for the other two uni to revert. Somehow, my gut feel is that i will most probably get into the same course - Econs. What kinda of expression shld i give now?


Wondering if appeal works? At least i noe there will be smarter ppl before me who may get in tru the appealing. Kinda shocking right? If i say now that i myself actually have no idea what course i want to study. I am rather in a dilemma. What if i really no choice, get into econs? Then i will have to pull tru my life in econs.. No doubt the prospects are attractive. banks. financial institutes. economist in the region....the list continues..but can i pull tru 4 years doing a lot of maths?? *raise eyebrow


God,pls tel me what path should i take now???


2 Chronicles 20:15'Do not be afraid nor dismayed because of this great multitude, for the battle is not yours, but God's '


Hopefully, it works..


***Karin***