Yesterday was a real hectic day for me.
Mummy had day operation.accompanied her to the hospital.
As it is gonna be a long one so mummy ask me to go shopping at orchard
My favourite cht-chat partner,bao called. =)
so happy to chat with him.
I really love to go australia to visit him but $$$
So edmond, pls strike lottery in australia so that u can sponsor an air ticket
Haha.

Went arnd shoping and got so guility
Spent a whopping $90 plus on clothes
All right, have to cut down on my expenses for ths mth
after that, took cab down to SGH to meet mummy

Mummy was still in a daze after the operation, sleeping sweetly
Sat beside her and ransacked my shopping bag happily
She woke up and complained of headache and pain
Applied medical oil for her and patted her lips with water
Mummy look so vulnerable
All along, mummy is a strong woman to me
Seeing her lying on the hospital bed, made my heart wrench

Went home shortly once she regain her strength to walk
Took cab home and went to get dinner for my family
Winnie tagged along, so cute of her to get the Macdonald's Shrek ears!
$2 only. somemore for charity.
So winnie happily stroll the mall with her cute Shrek ears =P

Reaching home since forever esp when one is tired
I had a shock of my life when i reach home
Mummy eyes were swollen and her nose was red.
Apparently she develop some allergic reaction after the operation.
Rushed her to the nearby clinic immediately
She could not use her nose to breathe due to the congestion of her nose
Had to ask her to use her mouth to catch a few whizz of air

Doctor did not dare to prescribe any medicine for her
Advised her to rush down to SGH again
He also says that if mumy got difficulty breathing later
Ought to stop at any nearby clinic
Yes, i was already fearful when i heard the doc's comment

Daddy rushed down to fetch us to SGH
Mind you, it was 10.30 pm when we got there
Accident and emergency
Freaking packed with many patients
Registered for mummy
Shortly, she was attended to.
Doc say he will give her relevant medicine again
Need to stay for another 3 hrs before mummy regain consciousness.
Which means 1am in the morning -_-

Daddy and i was hungry as we did not have our dinner
Combed the whole SGH to look for food
Only 7 eleven is still open
Got sandwiches. for the whole day, i survived on 2 sandwiches
We went back to wait at the ward.
Pretty scary when you see patients covered in blood as they were whisked in
Some had minor cuts here and there
Police escorting criminals for medical treatment too
An eye-opener for me - First time at A & E

Sleepy by the time it was near 12am
Mummy was then transfered from critical care to observation ward
Heaved a sign of relief upon seeing her sleeping soundly in the observation ward
I really cant imagine what will happen to me or my family
If anything happens to mummy

Daddy and I continued to stone while waiting
Took leave today to look after mummy
Daddy did not want to take leave as his workload was heavy
Hope daddy wont be tired today at work. >.<

Finally doctor checked mummy at 2.30am
Still had to queue for medicine and bills
Haix. Real sleepy by then.
Mummy was already better.
Eyes not as swollen and recover her strength to walk
After everything, reached home at 3am
Took a shower and on looking at the mess in the hse
I did house chores till 3.30am
Did not want mummy or daddy to tire themselves with the chores
So i did the chores wilingly
Really tired and stressed
Over work, family and ...
Haix. dun wan tok abt it.
I think i am gonna faint pretty soon

Morning, a stupid client who i am avoiding called
There goes my mood.
Tmr will have to catch up with work
Looking pretty forward until the call came
Totally made me more vexed
My head feels so heavy now.

Mummy better now
Eyes are recovering and able to take solid food
At least something worth happy abt.
Mummy and Daddy, i love you.
Please dun let anything happen to u guys
I doubt i can handle it
Please be all right
At least pull tru till i am able to do my duities as a daughter
This incident taught me that life is real fragile
No one will noe what wil happen the very next second
I learnt to treasure and be contented with what i have presently.

Yup, i got SMU's economics too.
Hopefully NTU will revert soon so that i can make a decision soon

I realise that i am not as strong as i think i am
I cant really dealt with heavy blows in my life
I feel wounded and drained after every unpleasant things that happen to me

Sherlyn : Thanks for concern. My mummy is fine now. Miss you 3 real a lot.
Ezanne : Welcome back to Singapore! Thanks for the honey :)
Sabrina : Jia you!! Perserve till the A levels!! You can do it.

Only when i am with my 3 darlings that i can relieve my pent up feelings.

***Karin***