Thanks babes.
I am really ok :) My mummy is on her road of recovery.
Everything is gonna be ok.
Well,at least things are going fine in my life.

To Ezanne: Haix. i dun have much to say but please sign in and blog. :D

To Sabrina : Yup.Thanks for concern. my mummy is well le. still abit pain but eyes not swollen anymore

To Sherlyn :I am not someone that u shld idolise.Haha. i have too much faults to be admired. =X

On Sat, went to my granny(maternal) hse at hougang. She treated us to dinner. Not really very nice food though.Haha. On the car to our eating place, i was in a daze. Somehow, i suddenly thought of my grandma(paternal) again. Before i knew it, tears welled up and threaten to blur my vision.Oh no! not again. i thought to myself. I tried to stop thinking and look into the dark sky but to no avail. Granny's face flashed across my mind again.Oh boy. i really miss her real bad.

I began to think if (fairy throws some magic dust) somehow and my grandma appeared before me. The first thing i will do is to hug her real real tight. Even if i noe the hallucination will soon come to an end. I have never hug my granny b4. Only when i was young,she hug me whenever i ran to her for shield as my mummy wanted to beat me. Haha. Those were the unforgetable times...

On sun, it marked the 49th day of my granny's death anniversary. All of us gathered to her hse and offered incense and paper money to her. Though i dun believe in all these rituals but if its true..i really hope that my granny is well in another world. I want her to enjoy life there. some faraway place that no worries will penetrate her mind, only joy will flow just like an everlasting spring. Heaven.

June holidays have came. How i wish i am still a student schooling and worrying abt grades. I miss sch life. The teachers,the canteen food, the favourite study spot and the all so familiar school uniform. But wads more impt is the company of friends i have. Though my social circle is pretty wide, i gotta admit real friends do not come so easy. I am happy that i have the chance to meet great ppl and have superb buddies and companions in ups and downs. :)

Hopefully i will be able to meet up with those i meet so badly very very soon!! Thats the only consolation that i can find in the solitude. Knowing that i have something to look forward to in my life.

***Karin***