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Saturday, March 3, 2007

Yay!! Sabrina finally blogged!!

Here's a post for Sabrina..
Hope that after this post, she will be able to find faith and strength to carry on with enduring the stress frm a levels =)

Indeed one has to muster enuff courage to check the reulst on the report card.I personally stunned for a feew minutes even before the results when my civics tutot came to ask mi to be a relief teacher for econs. I wa thinking if my results super bad till no other courses, and need to go NIE. I almost burst into tears when the statistics table was shown.

But a few minutes later, we were then given the relief frm anxiety when we queue to receive our grades. Fear, anxiety, confusion, excitement. All these no doubt accompany us tru out our schooling life. With PSLE down, O Levels and now A levels, having dealt with each and every major exams. Have it ever dawn on u that actually we are always dealing with it practically most our life?

The preparations made in the course, the sacrifices we made admist our studies, the disappointment we face now and then in common tests and prelims, the joy we havce when we see a subject having passed for the single time in the entire year. All these mould us and prepare us to face the music in the last league in the individual lapse of our lives.

Saying that i am not afraid on my results day is a lie. Claiming that whenever i keep getting failed results for my tests and even up to prelims doesnt matter is deceiving one. Convincing myself that i shouldnt give up here and there in the course of life is wad that is difficult for everyone. Who doesn't lose heart whenever u see a big fat O in ur report card?Stress management is wad that divides the winners and losers in life.

sabrina, ur report card now is still a blank sheet of paper, other than ur PW grades and maybe chinese. U need to personally fill it up with ur hard work, tears, disappointement and slpless nights to ensure that ultimately the results shown on this blank sheet is one that u noe u tried ur best. No pt getting so stressed up and doubting ur capability now. For all that matters, ur grades arent the grades u will receive now.

I keep getting O for maths in my sch exams, not that i didnt study. But i have blackouts and low periods that i wanted so much to give up but i manage to perk up the fighting spirit in the start of J2 and told myself to strive on. In the end, i won. Econs, have nv been my best subject., Imagine whenever tutorials, i am always giving worng answers and my friends dun ask mi for help in econs cos my answers are all twisted. I need to personally sit down everyday after sch to look tru those that were discussed in classes and analysed it w/o my tutor's help. Yet, i managed it in the end.

Physics was my worst subject, having failed it continuously in JC 1. For a levels, God noes how many times i flipped the tattered TYS to prectise all the questions. I did it 5 times. I feel like hiding the book whenever i revise it. Though, the ultimate results not very superb, but at least i made the mark. GP has always been my worry-less subject. But it proved otherwise.

What i am driving at is that sabrina, the battle is not over yet. U still haven reach half time. U cant call it quits and doubt ur abilites now. Wads more, u got Qi help in Chem and Phy or maths. Can de! Dun tink abt the results day for u now. Wad is crucial now is wad u need to do to get there. Get ur thoughts straightened. Chase the butterflies in ur stomach and brace urself up! For all u noe, ur results may even outshine us? Ur results are not even determined yet.

When u receive ur results that day, i am sure u will be going there with a light heart and knocking within urslef that the results u receive is the best indicator of ur abilities and those TYS practising are all worthwhile ultimately.

Smile. Cos we love ur smile. Dun worry. Cos no worries are big enuff to handle. =)

***Karin***

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