Boredom. I am really slapping myself and pinching myself real hard to keep myself awake.Rainy days these days. Cold weather but my heart is even colder within. brr.. In a few hours time, i will be rushing off to Yishun to give tution. By the time, i reach home, it will be my favourite10 pm show. Its nice to be so busy nowadays. At least it keeps my head from swaying to another recollection and all the unhappiness i faced in my life.

Perhaps the emptiness i feel these days is part and parcel of the glum i will feel toward the results day. But it is only partially cos i have not been out these days with my friends. I miss my buddies...Qi, min and li also Beattie, huiling and nianci, Roy and belle...etc.. Perhaps it is true that we have to part and continue with our lives one day but i am really not used to it. Haix.

I hope i can go out and catch up with them real soon. Also, that tmr's results will be pleasing to mi.Hopefully....


***Karin***