This is my second post. Yet , Minli and Shumin are still nowhere in sight!! Sob. Have they forgotten us??!!! Poor Qi and mi. Nvm. =(
Haix. Valentine's Day coming. Somehow i feel kinda empty inside. Perhaps thats how most singles feel i guess. Well, not that i am complaining or whining.Indeed, single is good., cos u need not really bother much abt ur schedule having to complement with the other half. Freedom. But i guess most olso feel that emptiness mounting within u when u see couples strolling down the streets hand in hand. Be it orchard road, or anyway. It feels nice to have someone right beside u. Yes..we have friends that can also serve the role of as companion..however, call it innate instinct or wad..but we are nv complete till we find the other party that is destined to be the one accompanying us till both grow old, have grandchildren and wait till death do us apart. It's kinda like a cycle. But many would pay a hefy price just to get a taste of love. From the Matchmaking agencies springing up one by one and one night stands after clubbing (not all though). Okay...this is a bit of generalising.
The point is.. why do humans want to feel love more from their other partner than love frm friends and family? I noe i am leaving ppl scratching their heads as to why suddenly out of the blue do i suddenly ask this.Haha. Call it the awakening or wad..haha.
Some ppl have gave up secretly to look for their other half cos they prefer to live in an island on their own, or that they cannot imagine another person forming a large part of their lives..Well, i dunno if i agree with them that singlehood is best. Yet, i still believe that somewhere down their heart, the thought of having someone right beside do spring up even for 1 tiny whiny second and then they will nonchantly brush it aside. Guess that i haven master that stage yet.
I am still wating for mine. No. i am not looking. Cos i wont be able to find one. Picky? Haha. Is that the word to say of my expectations of my special one? Nah. I dun think so. I just want someone whom i wont grow tired of just loooking at him every morning when i wake up. I just a special one whom i dare look into the eyes and not afraid to tell him my true thoughts.Is it hard? Perhaps yes to most..but definitely a must for mi. I dun wan to look for love cos i noe i will go to the wrong places to look for it. So to prevent more heartaches, i will rather choose to be the one who is being motivated, not the motivator.
This post is not spelling out how desperate i am. Just wan to make this a post to share my views on the upcoming Valentine's Day. Perhaps my lovely darlings can share their views on this issue as well. Haha. =P


***Karin***